MOVING

Cutting myself down


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anime
black
depression
money
myth
safe


I'm tired. We recently bought a new place to live. It's not a big place, nothing that is special, but it is a place that will be ours, rather than the basement of my parent's place. It is fine. There are some minor annoyances about it, but nothing really worth complaining about. There has been a lot of anxiety about the whole process; it's nice to be done with the paperwork. Not that I was too involved with that to begin with. Second hand anxiety I suppose. But now that it's "ours" there comes the process of actually moving the shit over there. It's a bit annoying because some of the stuff has to happen at the very end, so breaking everything down all at once isn't really an option. Like, to take my desk down, first I need to relocate a bunch of computer shit. But I don't want to take all the computer stuff down, because first we need the internet to stay on until the last day, since it's used for ...work… but second, If i take my computers down now, they will have to stay down until the internet comes up at the new place, and since i use my computers for core infrastructure i don't want to be without all that for an indefinite period of time. ideally at least. but it seems like i should still take the computers down before the last day. as annoying as that might be. breaking down the desk will take an annoying amount of time so it's better to do it sooner than later. There are a few shelves I've been chipping away at. on the whole the room doesn't seem that much emptier despite a full van load having been removed. but when examining the shelves there are notable blanks where previously they were filled with books and other things. Books are heavy, so it's been some tedium to find smaller boxes to fill with books. We have a habit of ordering things from amazon, and also a habit of not disposing of the boxes as things come, so there is no shortage of box, but smaller ones suitable for books are a little more hard to come by.

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